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(no subject) [Jun. 8th, 2006|04:06 pm]
The A.D.D. All American
Progression.

I always try to make progession, this should be a good thing. But somehow it always pushes me 5 steps back. Sometimes I ask why progress, forget. I have tried for years now, almost 3 to be sure. But somethings seem to be machined to fit together, and i always here that. If its machined to fit why does the one push away. i wish i understood. Ive dropped everything, to move foward...

eighteen visions but it best.
obsession.
desire.
depression.
nothing is meant to be.
love never wanted me.
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nyc [Aug. 16th, 2005|11:44 pm]
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long time no see. well i jsut got back form nyc. it was pretty cool, went there to visit someone who means the world to me. she once was my friend, then she wsa my lover, i have no idea what we are now. we havent seen each other in a very long time. it was soo good to she her again, it ws like seeign her for the first time again. i didnt know what to do , or what to say, i just kinda froze. ill up date more later.
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ghost from the past [Jun. 5th, 2005|10:54 pm]
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i saw a ghost from my past today. it was a good and a bad thing. it was something i was soo close to and it was soo dear to me, and it hurt to see it away.
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(no subject) [May. 2nd, 2005|10:15 pm]
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hmm hey world,well lets ee whats new with me. i got a new car got a 99 audi a4 1.8t quattro 5 spd. :O), im still gettign shafted at worlon on pay, and yes i can get over my one fear. i will post more later im tired and need sleep now, thanx yall.
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(no subject) [Mar. 28th, 2005|01:20 am]
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[Current Music |dj sammy - heaven]

you think one could get over their fears. i cant. i have one haunting me. i know the sure. just cant find it. i have looked for it. but im told you cant look for it. you find it when you least exspect it. which is how i found it the first time.

"we're in heaven"
"thinking about our younger years"

the younger years were so good. the middle years so far suck. hope the ending years the ones i used to dream about at one time.
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(no subject) [Mar. 23rd, 2005|12:33 am]
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out of nowhere erica nimms called me, this makes me happy.
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(no subject) [Mar. 20th, 2005|08:17 pm]
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i dunno know anymore, ive got this void that i cant fill and its eatting away at me, i miss alot of things. i miss how i used to feel, everything these days is just, i dont know, i feel empty. i keep thing about an old friend, i was soo close to this person and now we never talk. it hurts me alot, it was the one person i thought i could call if i ever needed anything and the one person that would always be there when i would succeed and the first person to comfort me when i failed. but i guess thats just how the game ends. it was the best game of my life. that time of my life i wish i could live forever. i can remember the summer nights now.

"you are stellar"
"how do you make me feel like i do?"
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(no subject) [Feb. 21st, 2005|10:55 pm]
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and each day holds the same fear
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(no subject) [Feb. 7th, 2005|11:14 am]
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i got court today for my accident feb 6 of 2003
i cut all my hiar off, im kinda glad kinda not
http://g.myspace.com/00056/19/69/56429691_l.jpg
BEFOR

http://g.myspace.com/00056/61/69/56429616_l.jpg

after, its kinda hard to see but its all short and spiked again


and im mr. brightside
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(no subject) [Feb. 6th, 2005|11:29 pm]
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she's the arrow!
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